nibblezz | Entries tagged with moving

Or maybe I'm just burnt out on life. Probably that.

I used to love drawing and creating things. Now all I want to do is sleep, surf the internet and buy stuff from Ikea. LOL
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Apartment saga still ongoing.
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Tomorrow I have to help my boss to create more logos.

UGH.

I HATES creating logos.

I have always hated creating logos. Just hate it.
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I hate my life.

Yes, it can be worse, but why can't I wish it was better?

On that note, I'm pretty angry with God, and I really hate him right now.

Fuck him.

That is all.

Things been hectic for me in the last two months.

Working a lot (still at the same job).

The last time I updated I mentioned I found an apartment, but had to let it go. Well I found another. My move in date was December 3rd, but...

There is always a but.

I'm still in the process of moving in. Still airing out the apartment since they painted it and installed new counters. I should be happy that I have my own place again, but having multiple chemical sensitivity has ruined my joy.

Maybe one day it'll get better.

Current Mood: depressed

I took a day off of work today.

I did two of the hardest things today:

1) Temporarily stopped driving and bought a bus pass
2) Informed the property rental agency I'm backing out of our pre-rental agreement

I'm experiencing symptoms of carbamazepine toxicity and need to withdraw from the medication. The new medication is pretty expensive and I don't know when it will be approved from my insurance. So, in the interim while my medications are being sorted out, I decided I needed to stop driving. I hate taking the bus, but it is what it is.

As for the awesome apartment, I needed to give that up too. The apartment had new paint and carpets put in, and for someone like me who's extra sensitive, drug withdrawal plus paint and voc exposure will be a health disaster.

I had a good cry about both things, but in the end I have peace over my decisions :)

Current Mood: relieved

What a shitty day.

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Did I mention I hate my worthless, insensitive and stupid family? Especially that stupid lazy cunt of a sister of mine.

Sister:
"Mom, can you buy me some toilet paper?"
"Mom, can you buy me some maxi pads?"
"Mom, can I have money for the bus?"
"Mom, give me..."

Mom:
'Ok dear, here you go'
'Poor girl, do what you want'
'She's entitled to stuff, because I've taught her she's a forever victim'

Goddamn, YOU are a fuckin healthy 40 year ADULT. GET A DAMN JOB AND BUY YOUR OWN DAMN SHIT!!!

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And I fuckin HATE taking the bus. Some mental case wrapped in a blanket called me a "bitch."

LOL

Ok that was funny, but still. It was a reminder how shitty this day was going.

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I'm so damn hypersensitive. On my way to work I bought some kleenex with eucalyptus and right away developed a headache.

I immediately got super lightheaded and finger twitches. Oh it didn't stop there. It quickly developed into tremors.

I freaked the FUCK out. I started to tear up, because I was so afraid I would have a seizure. Just glad no one saw me during my freak out. Fortunately nothing happened.

Did I mentioned I had a really bad day?

Current Mood: sick

Other than the freak show in the Whitehouse, nothing really new to report.

All is well with work. No craziness yet.

Still dealing with the new car smell/VOCs

Putting money aside to move out.

That's about it.

Current Mood: bored

Nearing the end of my second week contracting for my former/current (?) employer/client. It's been an adjustment due to weather and shitty home conditions (family). I've applied for a second job. I hope I get it, because I really, REALLY need to move.
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Politics is still a shit show. Truths reveal themselves daily, and as expected the Republicans do nothing.

Current Mood: moody

Not only did I import all my posts from

renewed2, which is my current lj, I've also decided to import posts from my earlier livejournal. Reading through all of my entries made me sad and brought back so many bad memories.

My life has changed since the journal's creation in 2007, but I feel I haven't progressed enough. I'm still living in the same place, still dealing with similar issues, still this and still that. When will my circumstance truly change? I'm truly tired of living in this shit hole shared with an enabling dope and a fuckin shit-head. Living here wouldn't be so bad if it weren't for those two.

I hate it that I sacrificed so much time and money going to school. Yes, I finally completed school and earned a BFA, but it was done at a huge cost to me and my sanity.

Looking back at my life, I wish I had someone looking after me and my best interests instead of their own selfish agendas.

I suppose I shouldn't look back, can't change anything. I'm trying to look forward, but it's difficult.

Current Mood: sore

I like WordPress, but automating the cross posting was a headache, so for the time being I will be posting from DreamWidth. I still think it's fugly and I'm unsure if DreamWidth will even be around in the next two years, BUT it's the most compatible with Livejournal so...

Current Mood: contemplative

This cross posting thing is stupid. Livejournal and Dreamwidth strips all rich and html text. I shouldn't care, but it's the designer in me that is very bothered by the fugliness of the posts sans formatting. Why can't I just use RSS without email to update these stupid blogs?! UGH!!!

Current Mood: frustrated

Post : Greetings From WordPress!
URL : https://nibblezz.wordpress.com/2017/04/15/greetings-from-wordpress/
Posted : April 15, 2017 at 7:40 am
Author : nibblezz
Categories : Uncategorized

So this is my first cross post from WordPress. Considering there isn't a service that enables direct cross posting/sharing between Livejournal and WordPress, figuring everything out was a bit of a headache until I found this post ( http://www.lexislounge.net/2007/09/publish-your-blogger-blog-to.html ) detailing how to make use of Livejournal's email posting.

Instead of having a direct posting connection between WordPress and Livejournal, I added another connection, which is Dreamwidth.

DreamWidth was not necessary to enable the crossposting, but I added it as an backup/archive account. My Dreamwidth username is nibblezz ( http://nibblezz.dreamwidth.org/ ) . This is how my cross posting works:

Post from WordPress goes to email subscriber (DreamWidth's special email posting address) > Posts to DreamWidth (account is set-up to automatically cross post to my livejournal) > WordPress post appears on Livejournal.

There are a few kinks to work out such as the post formatting, but I'm sure in time I'll figure out how to make the posts less cluttered with all that category junk WordPress adds to it's email subscriptions.

Add a comment to this post: https://nibblezz.wordpress.com/2017/04/15/greetings-from-wordpress/#respond

Crossposts: http://renewed2.livejournal.com/30190.html

I wanted to make an account over at Xanga, but they're not accepting new users :(

WordPress wins by default. Love the fresh and clean themes. The free version doesn't have the level of post customization compared to Livejournal, but it'll have to do.

Maybe I'll just output my WordPress blog posts to livejournal. Not sure how I want to handle this. I'll figure it out.

My WordPress blog.

Nothing there yet, but when I get the time I'll customize it and maybe create a banner and new user images.

Current Mood: hopeful

So Livejournal has a new user agreement. After 12 years regularly using this service I feel it's time to move on. There's no way in hell I want to conform to "the Civil Code of the Russian Federation."

No, I'm not a Russia hater. I have nothing against the Russian people, it's their government I have an issue with--most notably Putin. I could go into depth about all the ways I feel the updated user agreement will censor our speech, but why bother?

My only question about this, is what service will replace Livejournal? I've tried other blogging platforms and they're just not the same. I've heard of Dreamwidth, but the site looks AWFUL and who knows how long the site will be operational. I'll keep searching.

Current Mood: stressed

Another Saturday has come and gone. Yet again, I was unproductive. I HATE living here. That is all.

Current Mood: crappy
Current Location: United States, California, Riverside

I'm content moving into a studio apartment or a very tiny house, or so I thought. I had to take pictures of our company's vehicle, so a supervisor took me to an area that's fairly new as the backdrop. Of course he takes me to a new housing development where the homes are niiiiiice! To add insult to injury he let me look inside a home that was 99% done.

UGH!

IT'S GORGEOUS!!! I WANT! Why did I have to step foot inside that home?!

Damn you Pacific Communities, Plan 2! :'(

Current Mood: bored

The semester is OVER!!! I'm so relieved! I turned in my final painting on Friday. After coming home I slept and then I slept some more. After only getting 2 to 3 hours of sleep a day for the past week trying to finish my last assignment I'm beyond exhausted. Friday was officially the end of the semester, which also means I'm unofficially done with school. I have to wait and see if I passed my art history class to offcially celebrate, but I think I did.
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Next goal: find FULL-TIME employment and move the fuck out. My family are Cheeto supporters. I thought I could over look that, but coupled with all their other bullshit I say FUCK them. I have lost what little respect that I might have had for them. That goes for any Cheeto supporter. The hell with respecting differences. If you can condone the crap that the Cheeto monster has done and continue to do then FUCK you too. I don't need people like that in my life. Looks like I'm going to need new friends. Good riddance.

Current Mood: aggravated

Dear Imaginary Santa Claus,

Bring me a Surface Studio with 32GB of ram, 4GB GPU and a 2TB hard drive. Oh and my very own place away from my moronic family. Preferably somewhere on a livable Mars. If you have the time throw in a new car that runs on air power and can fly.

Sincerely,

Ana renewed2

Current Mood: anxious

Still hot and gross.
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Trying to figuring out ways to get out of this dump without resorting to student loans. I don't want to be paying student loans for the rest of my life though. I just can't take living here anymore.
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Saw Jason Bourne and Star Trek. Bourne was boring except for the epic car chase. Star Trek had some beautiful space shots, other than that...meh. I must be getting crabby in my old age.

Current Mood: distressed

Gotta have classic 80's hits in my excerise Spotify playlist. I will always associate "Danger Zone" by Kenny Loggins with Top Gun LOL. Second favorite is "Run to You" by Bryan Adams
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My sister is now trying to find dentists who will perform an oral exam and x-ray under general anesthesia. LOLOLOLOLOL!!!!!!!!! Ummmm...yeah...ok...GOOD LUCK WITH THAT!!!!

*Sigh*

Whatever. I think for my sanity I won't think or blog about it anymore. Unless she dies or does something incredibly stupid...err...well nevermind. She'll do something stupid guaranteed.
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It's been really hot. Miserably hot. Hot and humid. We had excessive heat warnings off and on for the past two weeks. I've been spraying the birds regularly to keep them cool. They seem to like the fan too. I can't wait for the day I can move out and take my birdies with me and leave the crazy behind.

Current Mood: drained
Current Music: Run to You, Bryan Adams

My land lords are scum. I'm tired of my living situation. I've been in this dump for too long it's time for a real change. I'm tired of waiting. I want to buy a home NOW. When I move into my new home Cheesecake can make as much noise as he likes.

Current Mood: aggravated

Stupid Riverside and their idiotic zoning regulations. The minimum house size for new residential construction is 750 sq/ft or 450 sq/ft in a mobile park. How ridiculous is that?! This pretty much guarantees I won't be able to build my small house :( I could apply for a variance, but I fear it won't go anywhere.

Maybe I should try another city?

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Entries tagged with moving

I Hate Designing and Everything Else

Been Busy

Two Hard Things

Epically Bad Day

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Second Week

Import Done

WordPress :(

UGH!!!

[New post] Greetings From WordPress!

WordPress Wins!

Updated LJ User Agreement

Saturday

Oh Why?!

IT'S OVER!!!

Santa Claus

Still Hot and Miserable

Danger Zone

Land Lords and Apartments

Small Houses and Zoning Violations