Fustrated

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End of work week. These are my brief thoughts how I felt during the week while on Topamax:

The Good

• No more insomnia. Sure there are times I still have trouble falling asleep, but the medication will guarantee I knock-out no later than 1-1:30am.
• Less serious twitching/tremors.
• Almost no occurrences of the jaw clenching/tongue biting.
• Almost no right-side weakness.
• Emotional health has improved. There are times were I want to freak-out, become very angry/depressed, but didn't.
• I'm forced to go to bed earlier, which isn't so bad. I wake up more refreshed.

The Bad

• I have to drink LOTS of WATER! That also means I HAVE TO PEE A LOT. IT'S ANNOYING. 
• I can't concentrate very well, which doesn't bode well for my job.
• If I don't take my medication by 7:30pm, the next day I will be one giant lethargic slob.
• Fatigue sucks.
• Nausea sucks.
• Blurry vision. To be fair, I had blurry vision before I was on Topamax.

And now this car issue needs to be resolved. The dealership is dragging its feet. Why would they prioritize my suffering? They have their money, they sold a car. Maybe I need a lawyer.