What Happened?

In my twenties and early thirties I used to blog almost everyday, sometimes multiple times a day. I used it as a tool to help sort out my thoughts and feelings about things I didn't want to talk about. At least back then I wanted to confront my issues and try to work through them, now I don't even want to acknowledge they exist. Even writing this is difficult.

So much as happened since April that I just want to curl up in a ball and just stay in that dark gloomy corner. I'm just so damn tired!

*Sigh*

I need to suck it up and just write. It's a free resource that I should take advantage of.