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Yup, that's how I feel.
I submitted the first round of sketches (more like colored comps) for the commissioned paintings. They are so SLOW. I submitted the sketches Friday and now it's Tuesday. I probably won't hear their thoughts until Thursday. With a deadline of October 5th approaching for VERY LARGE PAINTINGS + a MURAL that is NOT a lot of time! School is coming up, meaning my time will become extremely tight.
...
School starts on the 25th.
*Sigh*
I really HATE school. I want it to be over like last year LOL. I just have two more years. UGH. Too long. I had thoughts about just walking away, but then I remember all the hardwork I put in to get into this school. Not to mention I was accepted into the Illustration program. I was asked if I would consider going for a M.F.A. My response:
"NO WAY! NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!"
After the B.F.A., I'm DONE!
...
Trying to find a workspace with a sink and lots of natural light. No luck so far. All of the so-called art studios that I've found are unacceptable. The price is laughable. I guess for now I'm just going to make do with the storage unit.
...
So Robin Williams died. Unfortunate. I feel bad for his family. I'm not going get on my moral high horse and condemn this man as "selfish," as some situational hardliners want to paint this tragedy. All I'm going to say is the man must have been in a desperately painful mental state. Suicide is the ultimate act of desperation.
This and other high profile suicides should make people think. Money, status and possessions are nothing without purpose. Solely striving for those things will make you empty and devoid of any meaning.
I submitted the first round of sketches (more like colored comps) for the commissioned paintings. They are so SLOW. I submitted the sketches Friday and now it's Tuesday. I probably won't hear their thoughts until Thursday. With a deadline of October 5th approaching for VERY LARGE PAINTINGS + a MURAL that is NOT a lot of time! School is coming up, meaning my time will become extremely tight.
...
School starts on the 25th.
*Sigh*
I really HATE school. I want it to be over like last year LOL. I just have two more years. UGH. Too long. I had thoughts about just walking away, but then I remember all the hardwork I put in to get into this school. Not to mention I was accepted into the Illustration program. I was asked if I would consider going for a M.F.A. My response:
"NO WAY! NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!"
After the B.F.A., I'm DONE!
...
Trying to find a workspace with a sink and lots of natural light. No luck so far. All of the so-called art studios that I've found are unacceptable. The price is laughable. I guess for now I'm just going to make do with the storage unit.
...
So Robin Williams died. Unfortunate. I feel bad for his family. I'm not going get on my moral high horse and condemn this man as "selfish," as some situational hardliners want to paint this tragedy. All I'm going to say is the man must have been in a desperately painful mental state. Suicide is the ultimate act of desperation.
This and other high profile suicides should make people think. Money, status and possessions are nothing without purpose. Solely striving for those things will make you empty and devoid of any meaning.
