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Things are Heating up
Nov. 10th, 2013 07:28 pmNot in a romantic sense. Things are quickly culminating to a head on many fronts in my life. Work is getting intense, upper management has laid down the gauntlet of ultimatums, either produce or get fired. Yeah, it's a wonderful time to be a new hire right? LOL.
*sigh*
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School is winding down, but the pressure has upped ten fold due to all the different projects, tests and papers.
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Waiting to see if my rental application gets approved. I initially thought I had no chance, considering the rental agent informed me the person in-front of me had a better chance to get the apartment. Now that the person backed-out, now I'm the forerunner. I should hear something soon.
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A certain family member is being difficult again (no surprise). I do have a heart to realize that person is lonely and craves companionship, but let's be honest here, who's fault is it that person is in that position? It certainly not mine. If you go through life being a self-fish, controlling, manipulative asshole don't be surprised toward the end of your life that no one including your own kids wants nothing to do with you. I find it interesting that he would flip-out that I didn't call him for two weeks. Yeah, two weeks is such a looooong time to go without speaking. Look I'm sorry you got sick and don't have any friends, but don't latch onto me to the point where you are demanding I call you within a certain period of time. Then have a tantrum and make stupid declarations that you can't take back all because someone doesn't call you back when you want them too. At this point I'm very close to just saying to this person I'm done, have a good life and enjoy your imaginary new "friends." I'm too exhausted, too tired and too stressed-out to deal with this emotionally damaged and demanding person.
*sigh*
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School is winding down, but the pressure has upped ten fold due to all the different projects, tests and papers.
...
Waiting to see if my rental application gets approved. I initially thought I had no chance, considering the rental agent informed me the person in-front of me had a better chance to get the apartment. Now that the person backed-out, now I'm the forerunner. I should hear something soon.
...
A certain family member is being difficult again (no surprise). I do have a heart to realize that person is lonely and craves companionship, but let's be honest here, who's fault is it that person is in that position? It certainly not mine. If you go through life being a self-fish, controlling, manipulative asshole don't be surprised toward the end of your life that no one including your own kids wants nothing to do with you. I find it interesting that he would flip-out that I didn't call him for two weeks. Yeah, two weeks is such a looooong time to go without speaking. Look I'm sorry you got sick and don't have any friends, but don't latch onto me to the point where you are demanding I call you within a certain period of time. Then have a tantrum and make stupid declarations that you can't take back all because someone doesn't call you back when you want them too. At this point I'm very close to just saying to this person I'm done, have a good life and enjoy your imaginary new "friends." I'm too exhausted, too tired and too stressed-out to deal with this emotionally damaged and demanding person.
