Tooth Fairy

May. 7th, 2017 10:22 pm
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Dear Tooth Fairy,

My sister is stupid and starting up with that whole "I'm going to die from an imagined tooth/mouth infection" again.


So Tooth Fairy please do me a solid and just remove all her teeth. Problem solved.

Thanks for listening!

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Orange Monster

Har har har! We're so proud of ourselves. We took the first step to cut essential healthcare for millions of people. Cancer? Congenital birth defects? Sexual assault victims? Sorry you're all outta luck! No pre-existing health conditions allowed! For the rest of you don't ever get sick because you won't be covered for anything. Either that or get a job with health coverage, I mean every employer that ever existed offers great health coverage and it's not like great paying jobs are finite or anything. If you think about it, it's really your fault for being such losers and poor sacks of shit! Be rich like us--problem solved!

These rules don't apply to us, we are covered under the old ObamaCare rules that includes coverage for pre-existing health conditions, because we are special and better than you.

America, no hard feelings! Yeah, ok you and your loved ones will may die, but look it's for the best. Us one percenters are struggling too you know. I mean the tax breaks from this bill will help fund essentials like a new yacht, a few new gold toilets and maybe a totally sick (pun intended) Aston Martin with diamond encrusted wheels. See, waay more important than human lives.

In closing, we worship the powerful and almighty god of money, greed and corruption. In other words we don't give a fuckin shit about you or your sick babies, unless of course they can be used for our political gain. The religious right are such morons they buy into simplistic terms like "pro-life" without realizing they are anything but...

Anyways enjoy your life! And remember...don't get sick! Or ELSE!

All the best,

Your House Republicans and Friends 
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It's been an eventful week at home and at work. I don't feel like typing much tonight, but let's just say it's been a shitty week. At least today I can be relieved Obamacare hasn't been repealed. It's just another reminder how incompetent the Trump administration truly is.

I think I've gained weight, which isn't surprising since I've been eating like a pig. It feels like I've been hormonal for years. All I want to do is eat. Maybe I'm pre-menopausal or maybe I'm using food to cope with stupid crap at home and at work.

Cheesecake has become more adventurous. Makes me happy to see him venture out and have a little birdie fun :)

Season Two of The Catch has been a big disappointment. The only saving grace is the delicious eye candy that is Peter Krause. Why can't the older men around my way look like him or Boris Kodjoe? It's for the best, temptation is a bad thing especially in my current hormonal state.


Wish I had a husband that could screw my brains out right about now LOL. I better stop typing. Gotta go and exercise and no that's not an euphemism for finding someone to bang the ever living shit outta me (that would be very nice...).
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I had plans to hangout with a friend this weekend, but it looks like I'll have to reschedule again lol. My period decided to make a late appearance.

Stupid period.

Since my surgery my periods have been annoyingly regular. Interesting enough, pre-surgery, when my periods showed up it would last 7+ days. Post surgery, periods are now regular with only a three day duration.

I hate periods, but afterwards I feel so relieved of excess bloating and the negative emotions.

UGH. Cramping hard right now :( and my boobs are not happy. Just two more days...
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I can't stop eating. I'm ovulating and I'm extremely hormonal. If I could I would eat EVERYTHING on site. Good thing I'm not some subhuman monster, or my birdies would be on the menu LOL.

I would kill for a nice large plate of pizza with all the toppings with fresh cheesy bread..


I may have to hide the scale for a few weeks lol. 


Feb. 13th, 2017 08:23 pm
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I'm tired.

I Feel Blah

Nov. 1st, 2016 07:18 pm
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I feel awful today. Hope I'm not coming down with something, but it would serve me right for abusing my body with those all-nighters. It didn't help that my co-worker asked if I was ok and basically insinuated that I looked bad.



I should be good with some hot tea, a warm blankie and my Surface Pro. That combination can cure just about anything. You know what would cure my burn out? A Surface Studio. Yup it's scientifically proven to cure all sorts of stuff. Don't you love science? 
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I pulled an all-nighter for nothing. I got up took a shower and felt awful. Didn't feel like making the 100 mile round trip to school. At 35 I'm noticing a slow down. I can't do the all-nighters anymore, those days are gone.

Anyways, since I'm home I'll catch-up on things I've been neglecting.

So today is Halloween. Eh. Don't observe it. Tomorrow there's going to be lots of post-halloween candy sales. I'll be on the look-out for the Jolly Ranchers.

When did Twitter become home to the far-right nutters? As a moderate I can't stand neither side. 
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Been tried...exhausted really so this post will be short.

  • Been super stressed, but what else is new.

  • Bought Cheesecake a cat toy. As expected he hates it.

  • Had a hormonal freak out. Damn. Why do I still have my period? After my right ovary was removed I was hoping the other would just fail. No such luck.

  • Super hungry. Like I want to eat cake all day LOL.

  • Having the blahs.

  • Skipped school Monday and slept in.

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Today my sister finally went to the dentist and...she lived LOL. After all the hysterics the dentist sent her away with a prescription of antibiotics and ibuprofen for her gum infection.


This would have been the end of my post except more drama ensues! X-rays? Nope, because she felt like she was "choking." Apparently the machine obstructed her breathing to the point she didn't want to continue. You know because dental x-rays will definitely choke you to death LOL.

Ok no x-rays, fine what about an oral exam? No to that too. You see the precious delicate flower didn't want to open her mouth wide enough for him to perform a proper exam because it hurt. LOL!!! So no x-rays or oral exam. Good thing I didn't miss work for her I would have been angry. Basically the dentist didn't want to put up with her BS so he gave her a referral to another dentist 20 miles away. Apparently he doesn't deal with "complicated" patients. That's code for 'I don't want to deal with your stupid face.'


Yup my sister is a delicate and precious flower that needs to be coddled. She's goining to be 40 next year and still behaves like a nine year old. It's not cute or funny. When will the brainless wonder get a clue and start acting like an adult?!                                                   
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I came home from work to be greeted by my sister dramatically proclaiming she rather die if her "condition" worsens because she has no money for a dentist.


You see my sister is currently experiencing so-called excuriating pain. What she considers "excuriating" us normal people call mild to moderate pain.

When a normal person thinks they have an oral infection we seek ways to kill it like using Cepacol mouthwash (it's anti-bacterial), hydrogenperoxide or a hot water salt gargle. But since my sister is a special and delicate flower she immediately jumps to the most sanest and logical conclusion--she needs oral surgery and she will likely die from the infection. LOL!!!

First shouldn't you try the easiest and most accessible treatment methods first? Then if you have no success and experiencing other symptoms proceed to visit your nearest urgent care and get a prescription of anti-biotics? My sister qualifies for Medi-Cal, which is free medical care. So what the heck is the problem?

To be frank I don't think this is a legit dental emergency. I think she inadvertently put pressure on her cheek while sleeping and nipped her gum/cheek in the process. LOL. Since she doesn't practice good oral hygiene it probably got infected. Since she shies away from anything hard she let it fester and the infection got worse. So the pain she's experiencing is probably gum inflammation/irriation. LOL.

Whatever. She's a freakin moron. I know I shouldn't say this, but I just don't care anymore. Maybe she's right. Maybe this infection will defy all odds and kill her...and to be would be a relief. It would be good riddance to an overly troubled and burdensome individual. I'm tired of dealing with a lifetime of her stupid shit.

I'm Alive

Apr. 19th, 2016 12:30 am
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So it's April now. So much stuff...

The Good

  • I FINALLY got hired and it's local! No more awful soul crushing morning commutes.

  • There is three more weeks until the semester is over. I hate school.

  • I love my new wardobe.

  • Free to exhale. Finished taxes on Sunday and it looks like I'm getting a small refund. Tax software from best to least: Turbo Tax > TaxAct > H&R Block. This will be my first and last time I use H&R Block. There was a reason Amazon had a price cut. Never again.

  • Discovered the Prism app. Got all my bills paid and sorted out.

  • I have hope again, that my situation will get better.

  • Hooked on The Catch.

  • I lost weight :)

  • Been more physically active, which led to the weight loss.

The Bad

  • Burnt-out. I can't bring myself to start on my project or draw...or design. Which is an awful thing considering my job is designing LOL.

  • I discovered I hate risographs.

  • Got bad news about my cousin. Stage 4 metastatic breast cancer. It's not looking good for her :( If anyone happens to read this please pray for her. If Jesus can bring Lazarus back from the dead there is still hope for her.

  • The used copy of Adobe CS5 didn't pan out. The seller is a lying sack of poo. Good thing I bought it off of Amazon and was able to get my monies back. But this leaves me without software. CC? Yuck. I guess at this point I have no choice. I just wish Affinity would hurry up and release the beta for Windows already.

  • Had a mini spiritual meltdown and axed bible study. In my defense my bible study partner had very little life expereince in well...everything lol. I'm sure once she goes through more gut wrenching trials she'll grow some empathy until then...BYE! LOL

Sinus Pain

Jan. 18th, 2016 05:16 am
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I can't sleep. My face hurts so bad. Made worse by going on twitter and reading Adam Baldwin's tweets. For the record I'm not a liberal or conservative. I'm what you call a moderate and I don't vote via party lines.

Underneath "douche" there should be a picture of Adam. The guy gives decent conservatives a bad name. How hard is it to admit when you're in the wrong? It would seem he resorts to petty name calling when he loses an argument LOL. Typical behavior of a militant party/political hardliner.

I'll just be glad when this joke of an election is over. There is not one candidate that I would vote for. I think I'll write "Mickey Mouse" as the write-in candidate. We'll be better off with Mickey as the president compared to the hacks running.


Dec. 9th, 2015 09:07 pm
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It's been six months since my surgery and I finally feel like the old me. It felt good to finally be able to do stuff like briskly walking to the parking lot or get up without having to hold on to something.

Undergoing surgery and the recovery process has sucked, BUT I am grateful that it wasn't more cancer. While this year has been difficult to say the very least, I understand it could have been far worse.

Cheesecake has really made a lot of progress. I can't blame the poor little guy for not trusting humans. For the first 16 years of his life he was never allowed out of his cage. He never was socialized properly. Getting him to come out of his cage was and still is a challenge, but he's slowly but surely starting to venture out. Initially I wasn't sure about Cheesecake coming to live with me, but I'm glad the circumstances permitted him in my life. It's just a shame Peaches and Cheesecake can't be friends.

I guess Peaches is just not a bird's bird LOL. He was also very antagonizing toward Snickers when he was alive. Snickers always used to commandeer Peaches' cage LOL. I miss that cute little trouble maker.


Sep. 2nd, 2015 08:34 pm
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Lots of eBay, PayPal, school, Amazon and hospital bill shenanigans.

EBay seller cancelled the transaction and refunded my monies. Great. Now I have no software. Back to the drawing board. Maybe God's looking out for me. Perhaps the serial was no good?

Dropped my last class. Coming back from surgery to a full time schedule was just a bit too much.

Amazon seller refunded my transaction. Why list a product if you're not 100% sure if it's compatible with the listed model number? Bleh.

I feel my hospital bill is wrong. I don't see my co-pay payment being applied to the final bill. The difference can be $374 if I'm right.
nibblezz: (Cute) gums hurt. This may sound disgusting, but I haven't done a proper flossing in ages. Tonight I did and well, my gums are hurting really badly LOL.

Today I was tested. When it felt my anger was going to get the better of me I prayed and read James 1:19. Doing both helped to calm myself down.

I saw a JD Farag post on [ profile] jesusfreaks. Before reading the post, I've briefly watched some of JD Farag end-time sermons. He's a little cooky (in a good way), but his end-time knowledge is very good. Anyways so I watched his prophecy update. I don't think I'm going to be worried/anticipating anything happening in September, but hey like he said the rapture can happen at anytime.

While watching, I couldn't help but wonder if the enemy is using my ex's death and other issues to occupy my time and thoughts while all these things are going down? I'm devoting too much time worrying and obsessing about things that hold no eternal value. Is this the plan of the enemy to kill my enthusiasm for the Lord, steal my time and destroy my soul? To make me waste precious time about non-important things that I leave this earth not fulfilling my calling? It sure feels like it. I need to pray and ask for our Lord's direction.

Better :)

Jul. 10th, 2015 11:56 am
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Yays! Livejournal is back up.

So...I'm doing much better :) I almost feel normal. Strange that is took me close to three weeks to be rid of the vertigo and brain frog. I'm guessing it's side effects of the general anesthesia.

Twitter has been hilarious as of late. Especially with all the Paula Deen/Confederate flag business. As much as I love twitter, it doesn't compare to Livejournal. Yes I know it's passase and all the cool kids are not on here, but I have not found any other blogging/social media platform quite like Livejournal. Don't even suggest Facebook. Facebook is an abomination that I no longer use (I deleted my personal account back in May). I hope Lj can be sold to someone who cares and can reinvigorate this site. It's a shame what poor management and neglect can do :(

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My emotions have been swinging between compassion and anger since finding out about my ex's health. According to his mother he's in the ICU with kidney failure. Basically he's going to need a kidney-lung transplant. Not quite sure why it's not a lung-heart-kidney transplant, but to be frank it's not really my business anymore. Yes, I will pray for him to get better, but as far as sending him an email, calling him, or visiting it's not going to happen. That's no longer my place. I'm not his girlfriend I'm not even his friend.

A part of me still cares for him and it did hurt to read about his situation. Another part remembers all the hypocritical BS his controlling bitch of a mother pulled and how he was complicit in a lot of it and then my emotions go dark. I then start to wish all sorts of evil stuff toward them. I know as a Christian I shouldn't feel that way or harbor ill will, but today I just can't help it.

I'm not going to lie, I HATE that woman. If you occasionally interact with her then she's a decent person, but the real witch comes out when you deal with her on a personal daily level. Let's not even talk about her hypocrisy. If the world was perfect she'll die a horrible death and donate her heart (does she have one?), lungs and kidneys to her son. The world would be better for it if she would disappear LOL.
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Just a brief updates of sorts. I'm doing much better. I had a minor setback, but it looks like I'm on the mend again :) I was able to secure one wah job and I'm still hoping to secure the other. I have medical bills to pay :( Or I should say out-of-pocket expenses to pay.

Birds are doing fine.

LOL @ Nickolas on GH. I like the new Nickolas, he's far more interesting now that's he's a villain.

That about sums up my update LOL.
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ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I CAN'T SLEEP!!!! I would give anything to sleep on my side right now. It's a combination of heat and sleeping position that's contributing to my insomnia.

It's exactly two weeks since my surgery. I wish I could fast forward my recovery a year ahead.


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