Older Men

May. 18th, 2017 08:47 pm
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 I like them.



Oh boy. What's wrong with me? A few years ago, I would have laughed at the idea, but now, not so much. Maybe in my old age I'm getting desperate. 
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It's been an eventful week at home and at work. I don't feel like typing much tonight, but let's just say it's been a shitty week. At least today I can be relieved Obamacare hasn't been repealed. It's just another reminder how incompetent the Trump administration truly is.

I think I've gained weight, which isn't surprising since I've been eating like a pig. It feels like I've been hormonal for years. All I want to do is eat. Maybe I'm pre-menopausal or maybe I'm using food to cope with stupid crap at home and at work.

Cheesecake has become more adventurous. Makes me happy to see him venture out and have a little birdie fun :)

Season Two of The Catch has been a big disappointment. The only saving grace is the delicious eye candy that is Peter Krause. Why can't the older men around my way look like him or Boris Kodjoe? It's for the best, temptation is a bad thing especially in my current hormonal state.


Wish I had a husband that could screw my brains out right about now LOL. I better stop typing. Gotta go and exercise and no that's not an euphemism for finding someone to bang the ever living shit outta me (that would be very nice...).


Jul. 23rd, 2016 06:12 pm
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I hate dating. Last night I finally mustered enough nerve to fill out my profile and take a few pics. I was not prepared for the number of responses I received. I don't have super model looks or a fit body, yet I received a whole lot of responses. Can the men be right? Is it more difficult for them? If so, why? I mean generally speaking aren't there more females than men? Yeah...anyways I hid my profile. I'll try again later. 


Jul. 11th, 2016 11:41 pm
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So I've been wearing flats for about three months. It didn't occur to me since I have extremely flat feet (zero arch) that perhaps flats weren't the best shoe choice LOL. I didn't want to wear heels, so I settled on flats. To make a long story short I bought some nifty arch, ball and heel supports to put inside of my shoes. My right foot is still hurting, but at least it's on the mend :)

Still hot and crappy.

Signed up for POF and OkCupid. I have yet to place my picture or fill out my profile. I don't think it's for me or maybe I'm just making excuses. I guess I just can't pull the trigger on dating, because if memory serves correctly dating is tedious and sucky. I don't know I'll think about it.
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So...it's a no-go. The recommended matches are a joke. What's the use if someone is 95%+ match, if the very two things I value most is not in play? I was matched up with someone who is a 99% match. Let's just say the person was an absolute douche nozzle LOL. For someone who supposedly valued chastity, he sure liked to talk about sex and pornos a lot.

I would delete my profile, but I spent A LOT of time answering their stupid questions. I think I'll just chill from the site for now. EVERY single profile I checked out was incredibly lame and obnoxious. Ok, maybe it's ME, but this just tells me I'm not likely to find the right person for me on OkCupid. I don't think going online is the answer for me. Oh well, no harm was done trying except for my time.

UPDATE: Deleted! Good riddance!

Ok Cupid

Jun. 18th, 2014 02:10 am
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One upon a time I was on okcupid. The level of creepsters and losers on that site was beyond epic. Fast forward seven or so years later I'm trying the site again. This time I'm cautiously optimistic. I haven't filled anything out yet, except for some questions. I'll browse and see if there are anyone worth filling out my profile for. So far it's not looking good. As a women I have to be more cautious, especially considering my luck the first time around.

To be honest, I think I'm on the wrong site. I doubt I'll find anyone who shares my beliefs on religion and life. I probably should try Christian mingle or some other Christian based dating site.

On an unrelated note I think I'm getting sick 😩 Was it my trip to Costa Mesa or La Mirada that did me in? Sheesh. Stupid germs.
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So I called my father last Saturday morning. I have mixed emotions about communicating with him again. On one hand he's my father and I love him. On the other hand, my conversations almost always leave me feeling somewhat upset. Mainly because he drudges up the past so much. For someone who claims to forgiven everyone, he sure likes to recount his excuses of why he did the things he did. I for one don't care who's fault it was or wasn't, in my eyes I forgave everyone including myself for what happened. If you keep bringing up stuff that supposedly has been forgiven, does that mean you haven't really applied forgiveness to the situation? What is done is done, no amount of finger pointing, recounting exaggerations of certain family members and the like will ever change anything. 

Despite having financial difficulties, this Christmas I'm actually happy. Looking back the past two years, I'm so relieved to be a single women again. No more allergy masks, no more overbearing shrews, no more rude/disrespectful doctors/nurses, no more hearing anti-Christian sentiments, in essence no more BS. If anything this relationship has taught me what I need/want in a partnership. The next relationship I have, the person MUST have these three qualities:
  • MUST be born-again Christian. The bible was right. Nothing good can come from an unequally yoked relationship. 
  • MUST NOT have an overbearing parent(s). If the person has one, they must be willing to stand-up to them. It's not my place to fight my significant other's parents.
  • MUST NOT have cat(s), dog(s) or any other furry creature. At this point I don't care if they are housed outside, I want NOTHING to do with them. I AM EXTREMELY ALLERGIC TO THEM AND WILL NOT WEAR A MASK OR MEDICATE MYSELF.
Everything else, I'm willing to work with. I'm not in the market right now for a boyfriend, but in the near future I will be looking.

CSU applications still pending. I wish they would hurry-up and make a decision. My future hangs in the balance. I plan to move close to whatever CSU will have me. I just hope I won't be in the same place come next year, I'm so sick of Riverside. I want out NOW!!!

Oh and I almost forgot...Merry Christmas to all :) I hope everyone's Christmas was fill with peace and joy :)


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